The fire scared my
father. My father is not an emotional man, at least not outwardly. When we speak about it, he recounts the 30 foot flames englufing the
tree next to our house. He reminds me that my mother was yelling at him to get the hell away from it, that they needed to leave, as he had a garden hose in one hand the other covering his nose and mouth. It was 4am when they evactuated, as my mother opened the shutters and saw nothing but red out the windows. They left the house with nothing but tooth brushes, a change of clothes and my dog.
Watching the fires unfold on the news, via the internet and through the phone was a nightmare. I was in constant contact with everyone I knew. Checking in with, well, everyone I knew, even people hadn't spoken with in years. I saw old friend's houses on TV. Everything they were showing on CNN was my neighborhood: it was
Montelena. It was surreal to see houses detroyed that were your neighbors, where children you knew played basketball, you griped at the old woman's yapping dog as you walked by...it was...odd. My sister who lives in Northern Virginia and I, were in panic for our parents. They were not allowed back into our neighborhood. No one in the "fire zone" really knew the status of their homes. All anyone could do was watch and wait to hear if they were on the "destroy list." It was a hopeless feeling, for everyone involved.